i'm starting to do it again.... =(

i need to write down things.. so yeah....

I love...
my big
ariana
piszko
wcu drumline(when they think)
my drumline instructor.. haha
the wcu cymbal line
percussion ensemble
playing frogger to cross streets in west chester

I miss...
my mom... alot  =(
my thursday night adventures w/ariana
my friends at home
my best friend

I hate...

theory II
aurals II
singing in a different language
parking far away from my apartment
my tendonitis
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    blah blah

why is it when things get the way you want it....

it blows up in your face and it is all ruined???



anyways...

I'm stuck in Horsham for only 4 more days. I'm so excited to go back to school, but at the same time dreading it b.c my schedule is mad crazy. 14 classes, teaching 2 schools, and united. I'm gonna go crazy this semester.

In other news, I just got home from California on Monday night. Spent 4 days out there. Went to Hollywood, Universal Studios Hollywood, Pasadena for DCI Champs, LA, and Santa Monica Beach!!! Got to hang out with my bestest at Santa Monica and it was fantastic!!!

My 4 days left of summer are mad crazy. The run down is as follows....

Thursday---> nails and then teaching at oxford
Friday---> tubing down the delaware and then teaching at oxford
Saturday---> united and wedding party
Sunday---> mommy bogdenoff's wedding then move back to WCU!!!!
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    confused confused

if only....

Maybe it's intuition
but some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
And there it goes,
I think I found my best friend
I know that it might sound
more than a little crazy
but I believe...

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see
the missing pieces I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound
more than a little crazy
but I believe...

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
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    thoughtful thinking.....

It's been awhile...

so its been a long time since i've written... and alot has happened... life hasn't really been going quite as planned...

today marks the second month since my mom passed away.... its hard to believe that last time i wrote she wasn't even sick..... it's been hard. christmas was quite, how should i say, different, and loney. it's weird with it just being my dad and me....

since the last time i wrote alot of good things have happened....
--h-h won champs, and dedicated their show to my mom
--i became a brother of kappa kappa psi
--i'm made united!!! look for me in indoor
--i changed my major to music education
--i'm teaching h-h's indoor drumline

thats just a few of the good things.... there's plenty more

o, and i have the GREATEST big in the WHOLE world. she is just plain awesome... and i know she just read that... haha..
i <3 you big!!!
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    loved lonely... but loved

long time no update

so i've been at college for almost a month. i'm playing bass 3 in the drumline here. i'm loving every moment of everything. i've made new friends.. in more ways than one.

i decided to ask for a bid with kappa kappa psi.... i got one. which is kick ass. hoping to become a brother which will be great. i think this may have been my best choice i've ever made.

thats really all that is happening. time to go
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    loved loved

(no subject)

So i'm home. tour was pretty good.

i'm gonna be helping out with the marching band for the next couple of days until i leave for college.  i just feel like it... idk why.

friday is kristine's grad party, saturday is the surf picnic/mid-night bowling, sunday is john's house, monday move into college, tuesday-saturday is band camp, sunday is jason's grad party, and then classes start on the next monday....

where did my summer go?!?!?!?!
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    okay okay

no lights?!?!?!

so last night there was a horrible storm here. we lost power at like 8 pm on tuesday. so it was all good, went to sleep, and when i woke up at 7 am there was still no power!!!!! ha. so we were told we may not have power until friday or saturday. but we got it back at about 4pm wednesday. it sucked though, it was so hot, and now everything that was in the fridge is bad... which totally sucks.

the highlight of the day was tubing down the delaware!!!! it was my mom, kristine, mr. t, steph, jimmy, mrs. y, megan, erin, nicole, and the two nj out casts jason and tim. haha. the ride up with tim, kristine and jason was great. the ride home was a little cramped, but it was definitely a good time.  haha....


the other good part was i went shopping for college stuff.. scary i know... haha..  but i got a comforter, 2 sets of sheets, some storage cube things, a memeory board thingy, and a mattress pad for about $90.. sweet deal.. yep.





tour's in like a week. o no!!!!
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    flirty flirty

why is the rum gone???

so today was an adventure.

i spent the day with kristine, tim and jason. what a fun time outside of surf. 

we went to the mall, saw pirates of caribean 2 (amazing!). went to the park. had pizza hut which was awesome. and went to a coffee house.  i totally owned jason in chess(with a little help from tim and kristine). it was quite awesome.

 ended up getting in trouble for getting home at like 11pm. o well.  sigh. i can't wait for friday......
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    sleepy sleepy